It’s been approximately 2 months since the start of the new term for me and before you even think of giving a pat on my back, I’ve got a confession to make. I’ve not been attending classes as frequently as I should to the point of not being present to collect a few set of lecture materials. The point is that I have not picked myself up from the ‘fall’ let alone come to terms with it. The unfamiliar faces amidst the harsh surroundings in school failed to ease the tension from within.
“ The ship has been stagnant for weeks with sails that seem all too redundant, as the winds of hope have not blown in its direction.”
The days have passed me by with my mind being stranded and left idling at that junction. I have not taken a further step nor progressed. It’s simply a torture to live a grossly disfigured life with issues which seem to take control of your every doing such that it handicaps you from leading the ‘normal’ life. With difficulties no one can really comprehend, intentions misunderstood, it feels like a stroll out alone in a park on a stormy night.
Perhaps I need time off to deal with my personal issues mostly psychological before positive events can even take place again.
I need to be liberated….
2 comments:
I totally comprehend the way u feel. Progress will come. Slowly, but surely.
Lovelove.
yeah, doris..pls dun feel sad. Look at me!! I am experiencing what u are going thru. u will eventually recover but i wun..thats sad for me. Well, we have to move on. Just live life to the fullest n be happy!!! :)
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